Games wrote something interesting on the forum...and I started to answer and well I rambled so ^_^ I made it a blog entry instead
Okay since no one else is posting anything i'll do one myself. It's a question acutally I already asked this of Jon and Rachel some time ago. What 3 things do you want most out of the world. I'll start with myself
1.A panda
2.a pogo stick
3.sex

Now if i can find a panda that can ride a pogo stick i'll just blow my load right there. Keep in mind i well not be having sex with the panda bear or the pogo stick thank you.

Kim response:

I swear to God Geimer you must be a crack addict....A panda, a pogo, and sex....I would think sex would be easy to find for you :P
Most woman I'm sure would say world peace....then again I'm not most women... but I want that too but let me put it like this
1. I want the world to be placed in a situation so hanus, so grievus, so absoltuely, unbelievably retarded that it would take a Philipino (Jon), his lovely DDR Bunny-ish girl (Senorita Franklin), a pious person, (Quita...donde estas?), 2 Random Ricans who may have watched Witchblade a little too religiously (by God Games, I think that's us!), A Mexican who thinks he's Japanese( Junior Trillo bring the swords), one shaggy haired, higly stylized, hermit-like young man (Mr. Reitz.I think that's you) a set of twins with some interesting thoughts and gaming tastes (enter Cat and Lum)....aka I wanna save the world....maybe Peter, Lum, and Cat should put it in peril....I think they'd think of something really amazing to place the world in peril with.....of course we'd all have to have super powers....Jun can be some kinda hero with a sword...Jon can be like Robin from Teen Titans or something =D Peter could be like Oh Might Tallest from Zim....I dunno...spiffy wardrobe-age

Now...what exactly could happen...that only this crew could stop...I'm not 100% sure...but give me a few days and I'll have a script idea for Jon to turn into a screen play and then a Paperclip Production^_^

2.What am I craving for number two...lol Quita can understand me here ^_^ A man with not only a job and direction in his life but also the ability to if not understand my Kim-ness to at least accept the Kim-ness...but everythings eventual according to King so I choose number 2 to be that everyone turns out okay.

3. I'd like some nookie ^_^ no no sorry I had to make the joke......Really I want the Nissan back...I don't mean to say I wish the wreck hadn't happened because hell whatever on the scared tissue and injury come backs (my shoulder and knee give out when it rains-the biometric pressure shifts)

So that concludes the what did Kim really want for Christmas list hehe...I'm a loser yes I am ^_^

KH:CoM Update 2 Traverse Town first time

Authors note: okay when I say you go through three doors let me explain. you walk around a field and you see doors and you need cards with numbers on them to get through some doors. Like if you have a 15 sum door then you need cars that equal the number 15. Certain doors have a crown on top where you need the number sum and a card with a special symbol on it. I've come to believe that the pattern is 3 such doors to complete a level.

Okay so you're beboping around Traverse Town doing some fighting opening doors. You go through 3 specific doors. The first one starts off with Donald and Goofy critiszing you for fighting alone and you meet Leon. He doesn't know you but he knows your name...which he finds out by accident. Eventually Yuffie shows up and she knows the names but doesn't know who you are. So then Leon gives you a coaching on the fine tuning of the card fighting style.

The second door you meet Areith and she says she doesn't know if she should say please to meet you or I'm glad to see you again. She comes to the conclusion later in the conversation that the reason the others are remembering things like names and some experiences is because Sora's memories in his heart are so strong they are forcing them to remember even if they weren't there.(AKA the scene in Hollow Bastion where Leon and Yuffie are there but not Areith).

In the third door you meet Cid and his memory is in the same state. He says you should get out of Traverse Town because when the bell tower sounds it's all over. So of course the bell sounds and you fight the big heartless you know the one with the floating head and the body parts. You win and basically everyone leaves...and you're about to leave Traverse Town (side note I think I forgot to mention. I mentioned earlier that this town is an illusion based on the team--Sora, Donald, and Goofy's--memories--so each "world" is actually a room in Castle Oblivion) when Aerith comes back...kinda. She says that she realizes she isn't real and that she is and illusion and tells Sora not to be distracted by illusions because he has more important things to do. Donald calls for Sora and when Sora turns to tell Aerith bye she has disaperaed. Donald and Goofy say that no one was there and he was just standing there alone.

You go through a door and you're in a Castle Oblivion hall way. You meet the hooded figure and he tells you that you have forgotten somethign important and when you remember it you may not be who you are now. You meet the Character Axel here. (if you're looking though the net looking for a visualization he's the guy with the spikey red hair) You fight him...I won and he says that he was just testing you and he lets you go about the castle.

You move down the hall and Goofy mentions a few things about the castle and starts talking about Hollow Bastion--but he can't remember what the castle is called and the other two think he's making it up.

From here you can go to either Halloween Town, Wonderland, Monstro, the Colliseum, or Agribah. I decided to stay in the pattern of the first one-Wonderland (by the way I hated Wonderland but I hated Atlantica more)

So you go in and you go through 3 specific doors. When you first get there the White Rabbit nearly runs you over-late and all I suppose:) In the first door Alice is on trial for stealing the Queen of Heart's memory. Sora steps in just like last time and when the Queen says well if Alice didn't do it that who did? Sora sits there and like the brave(stupid) hero that he is he says that he is the thief. You fight and when it's over Alice has run off. More guards come and you run away.

In the second door you find Alice and she says thank you and then you meet the Chessire Cat. Who speaks in riddles like the the queen hasn't forgotten you even if you can't remember her and how the harder someone tries to remember something the memory lies to you to make you believe something. I think most importantly though (for later) the Cat says when you forget something its like it never happened and when something never happened then of course you forget.

In the third door you wind up in the Bizarre Room and the Queen of Hearts starts talking about taking off your head when you get a flash and she stops mid-sentence and goes huh...what was I saying where am I? and then the room starts to flash and you end up fighting the Big Heartless from Wonderland. You know the one with the fire batons...the Trick master I think. So after that the Queen asks who are you and what are the heartless doing here. Alice lies and says that you (the boy, the girl, the duck, and the dog) got there and the queen didn't trust them so she sent you guys to kill the heartless. When Alice says don't you remember the queen gets angry and says of course I remember I never forget anything. And leaves you alone. Alice smiles and says that she took the cats advice and made the queen remember a lie.

You exit that world. back in a Castle hallway after that you all are fighting to remember Hollow Bastion so you ask Jiminy to bring out his journal and see what the place is called but when he does he finds his journal is blank. I think, personally, that the Castle makes the team forget things ^_^--You think? hehe

Kim stuff later...I hope that's all that happened I was playing late last night.

Seasons Greetings Mouseketters ^_^

It's Christmas day and I trust that everyone is doing well.

Ben made out like a Bandit this Christmas X_X None of us took into consideration that there are 4 people in this family so when you buy a gift there are 2 other people buying gifts as well. I got Ben 3 things. Megaman Battle Command, The Megamean Manga vol.3 and Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories ::cough cough:: okay that one was a little for me too--for those of you that don't have/don't want the GB SP(the only reason Ben has one is because before I left for school I bought him the spiffy Nintendo looking one--what? don't look at me that way! His old gameboy was taped together and was as old as he was) but want to know what the hell happened between KH and KHII I'll do the best I can to keep a chronicle on it. Damn Enix to Hell....platform jumping bastards.
Mom got him a Game Cube because my dad is worried about Ben going blind(like me) by playin on the GB. He also got an aplethera of PS2 games(like 8)....more than half I'm sure were for his birthday but...someone (me) wasn't briefed on which were which so I wrapped them all in X-mas paper...goooo me X_X

So here we go I got Taiko Drum Master (DDR for your arms lol) the game is not only simple but addictive! You can't help but smile and sing along--at least I can't. As a matter of fact, my dad said that game was stupid and wound up playing almost as long as I did hehe. A ChocoCat tea set, watch, and ChocoCat purse.

Now for those of you who want to know what happends in KH:CoM read on for those of you that don't STOP HERE.

The game opens with the ending of KH where Sora, Goofy and Donald are chasing Pluto. Cut to night time the trio sleeping. Sora wakes up and finds a hooded figure and talks to him. Basically to find what he seeks he will have to give up something dear to him. We cut to a girl drawing a castle, focus on the castle and the castle turns into a read castle, pull back to Sora looking at the castle.

The three enter the castle and it is all white and blue. They all three-and Jiminy still with them-agree that King Mickey must be within. The same hooded figure appears again and speaks with the crew. Donald tries to use Thunder on him, but his magic is gone. The figure tells him that the moment they entered the castle (Castle Oblivion) they forgot all their abilites. He states that Castle Oblivion is a place where "to lose is to find and to find is to lose" and speaks of finding and losing people dear to them. Sora asks about Rikku. The figure runs past them and then reappears. Sora asks what he did. The figure replies that he "sampled his memories" and hands him cards. Tells Sora to step through a door near him to start the search for Rikku. You get a Keyblade here and you go through some tutorial with doors.You wind up in Traverse Town (which is not the real traverse town but an illusion formed by memories) alone. Sora asks the figure where Donald and Goofy are.

START THE TUTORIAL ON HOW BATTLE WORKS.
Basically you do everything with cards...I can't begin to explain how it works but it kinda reminds me of Dungeon Dice Monsters....you use your deck to do things...like Heal and even to trade blows--if you don't have a card for it you can't do it and when you run out of cards you're outta luck....I'm not sure if I like the system or not. Also Donald and Goofy are not part of your deck and are utilized something like summons in battle.

Afterwards Donald and Goofy appear with new threads and you find out they can't physically go with you they must be in your deck. The figure wishes you luck and then dips out...first save point.

That's as far as I got....yeah it really only was like 5 minutes worth of play because HAHA I don't have a GB....so I was using Ben's and well self explanitory ^_^

So that's it hope you enjoyed Hope everyone had a merry X-mas hope to talk to you all soon. bye

::sigh:: Please release me let me goooooo!

=) So the adventures of Kim are now in baby-sitting. As a matter of fact, that might not be the most accurate terminology. Ben is almost 9 and Junior (the little boy we've picked up and practically lives here) is almost 13. Not exctly babies.

So anyway....been watching a movie that I really like. It's a Southern Racism film (which personally I can't stand) BUT the way it is presented and the lead girl is a great little actress ( plays the character Lily Jean). The movie is called Children on their Birthdays and I think it's based on a short story called Children of a Lesser God.

Yeah got poor Jun bug's comment. T_T the boredome is killing me. I can only amuse myself with flight googles and toy guns for so long, but little kid movies never go bad =D. Both the Toy Stories, the Emperor's New Groove, Monsters Inc. and a few others. I love Pixar. They are great...well I'm going to go scoot.

S.O.C. Utada Hikaru's "Simple and Clean"

"Don't get me wrong I love you...no I don't think life is quite that simple"

Man I love Peter =) his comment made me smile and also made me feel as if I, in fact, do not belong in a psych ward. Woot for Peter. I swear being home is so pointless. Would it really have been so bad if we all stayed in our respective dorms for a month fooling around with each other? Or better yet rotate from one dorm to the other every weekend just to keep it interesting? I think that would have been very enjoyable.

I've been home for over a week and my day is usually get up clean up breakfast dishes, play with Ben, make small lunch, clean dishes from that whether I ate or not, do scholarship stuff, straighten living room, start dinner, play with Ben, rents get home talk to them sparingly, bathe, play with Ben, go to sleep at like 2 am. Oh yeah....::looks around:: good times *sarcasm*

At least in Macon I could get something fucking done. ::grumble:: being at home has also done nothing for my disposition. So much that my dad keeps asking me if I'm okay. Most of the time I'm locked in my own head with my own thoughts. Upfront though, the thoughts range from introspective and pensive (what kind of person am I? and thoughts of the past) to sexual fantasies involving parties that will not be disclosed for their saftey and mine =)

Or on more deranged instances I play pretend. Now I want everyone to cop to this!! You all know that you've watched too many anime series and have played one RPG too many to say that you don't wish you were "special." NO not "special" ed....geeze...."Special" like fate of the universe special, save the world special, hell and why not Ayumi Hamasaki, Malice Mizer, Gackt, L'arc en ciel-j-pop idol special. Something extra-ordinary and beyond this mundane exsistance. I know you all do it ^_^ and if you don't well then you are FAR to content with everyday life. :P Boring people.

So what do I pretend? Kim pretends a lot of things =) the one thing I don't pretend to be is a princess....damn princesses always in distress! Lately, after playing Prince of Persia:Sands of Time, I just want to be able to manipulate time and run on walls. That's new though. You know some pretend games just don't die. I always wanted my own SNK Character (because they are waaaaay better than CAPCOM) and I want special powers. Best part is I can run around the house with Ben throwing pretend anything at him and my parents don't go lets put her away because I have the perfect cover--playing with Ben ^_^ PLease note the playing with ben above was on PS2 he finally beat Kingdom Hearts...the ending made him mad...damn Pluto..

Personally I blame the anime (Sailor Moon in the beginning) and reading too much as a child :D Ohyeah see if I had just been normal and gone outside and played I wouldn't have this problem...then I think Brave Fencer Musashi was my ultimate undoing ^_^ that was my rabbit hole into gaming. Which reminds me I want to read the Alice in Wonderland books...I think there's two not sure. Some one made me a ref from there not to long ago and the explanation kinda threw me into thoughts of JtHM...so yeah.

Can someone please tell me what it is about Simple and Clean PLANITb mix that demands it be played over and over again. Dear God I've had it on loop for like an hour.....maybe it's just me lol Poor Starr and Q that live with me and have to listen to me break in a CD.

And I'm just rambeling....dear lord I'm sorry you have to listen to this. I have no human contact except Ben and sean(who doesn't count because I only saw him for 2 hours Sunday) and so this is what you get Rambel Ramble Ramble....boy I hope I spelled that right.

Kim is now in the process of making a morphine mix aka the most random ass Trance and Techno cd ever....I mean I have a trance of GIR's Doom song...which I may delete because that was just for a laugh it's not that good........

I despise holidays..........

Welcome to my life
I go to get a drink of water. It's 2:30 in the afternoon and my dad gets off of work early. Earlier in the day Ben and I played on the PS2, cleaned the house, I worked on scholarship stuff. MTV2 is on in the background mostly rap and hiphop. I hate it when my dad says my name because he never says it. He always yells it. Usually when he wants something or when I fucked up.
He yells my name as I get the cup out of the cubbord. I go to him and see what it is. He tells me the task he gave me this morning to do was done wrong and insults me some. I take it and think about something else. He dismisses me and I go back to my empty cup just as I pick it up he yells again.
I go back there were he asks me questions I don't have the answers to and then gets mad because I don't know the answers. I keep thinking about something else. He tells me to call my mom and see if she knows the answer. The question is so trivial its not even worth stating here. Mom will be off work in an hour or so I don't see the point in calling her but I don't argue with her I just do it.
She doesn't know either. SO my dad takes the phone and insults her at work about it. In the background I hear a famliar tune and turn to the TV. Simple Plan is on and one of the greatest songs ever written is on. "Welcome to my life" The first time I heard the song it made me cry.
I hate it when my father says my name. When he does say my name and not just "you" or something mean.
I finally got my water after an hour of this bull shit. Of course afterward I had to pretend that nothing had happened and everything was A-Ok. I'm tired of pretending to be okay. I hate coming home. This place doesn't mean anything to me really. I'm totally indifferent to it.
The worst part about all this is that most of you people reading this can all nodd and go hell yeah I know what you're talking about I've been there.
Why is there such a there?
I don't understand that. Why am I here and why have you been here and maybe are still here?Why is it that we have to take all forms of abuse and keep quiet? I don't understand so much. I guess being away from all this for 4 months made me forget how much home isn't home. I miss Q, Billy, and even Starr and I want my shared room back with the music in the background and the noise in the hall.
There's no music here and the only noise in the hall is my name being yelled. I hate it here. I want break to be over.

New Things

New Location:
Currently back in the 912 for break. Yea! ::sarcasm:: ::Shakes head:: Some one please save me. Contrairy to popular belief I am totally uninterested in getting together and talking about school life and how things are going. Things are going there is nothing more to say than that. I am interested in maybe playing some Magic which I haven't done in forever or some Halo. All about Business now.

New Classes:

EDUC225.001 INTRO TO TEACHER EDUCATION (1.00)
ENG 264.001 SURVEY/ENG LIT: ROMANTICISM (3.00)
FYS 102.X07 ENGAGING THE WORLD-SPRING (4.00)
GBK 202.004 CLASSICAL CULTURE (3.00)
MAT 104.003 INTRO/FINITE MATHEMATICS (3.00)

Whee and that is my schedule for next semester

New Man:
Oh how I do wish ^_^ Although I don't need a man it is nice to have one to boss around. So I dubb Billy Chapman Dowell 305 Goffer/Taxi/Slave Boy. This should make Starr and Q smile.

New Layout: Yes I do have a new layout in the works it's reminisant of Q's but due to being at home I don't have the proper tools to put it into effect ::tear:: but you can get an idea here
Yeah...I might scrap that....

New Kim:
Or perhaps old Kim. I've gone back in a lot of way to my cynical side I make a lot of harsh comments a lot of the time like I use to. More defensive. It's interesting to watch myself go back to this...I think perhaps only 3 of the people that read this will understand this part.

New Friend:
QUITA BOUGHT ME A PENGUIN!!!!!!!
I named it....
Pengy Pen Pen Guin Weezer...or Bob for short ^_^ maybe


New Shoes:
I want new Shoes

Directions: Do not take more than directed. Take 1 tablet every 4-6 hours while symptoms persist. If pain or fever does not respond to one tablet,k 2 maybe used,do not exceed 6 tablets every 24 hours......

Off an Iburophen....I think I'm immune in the last 36 hours I've taked 1800 MG in 48 hours you aren't suppose to take more than 1500........we might have a problem....but my headache won't go away...pain sucks

Between
Solitude, Sadness and Sensual vulnerablility
Brief update ^_^Daniel and I are no longer together to my understanding. The only reason I post this is because you know how it's custimary when talking to someone you ask them about the person they are with? Yeah it is no longer custimary.